Cu-Chi, Friday, May 30, ll:30 pm:
It was really
hot here today. The promised monsoon rains haven't come yet,
at least not very much of them. We had
about ten drops early this
evening but nothing to cool the place off.
I don't
mind the rain
as long as I'm in my shop nice
and dry and warm.
But outside in the pouring rain it can get downright miserable. Oh well!
On my trip to Saigon the
other day I was surprised at how
green and pretty everything was, even after the small
amount of rain we eve had. The rice
paddies aren't full yet but I guess
that will come in time.
Otherwise, things
here are the same old dull routine. I went down and cashed in all
my pennies today
for big bills so I can send you some tomorrow. I should be able to send $l60 or so,
depending on how hot it is tomorrow.
The crickets are calling out
the midnight hour so I'd best
let my eyelids droop and
call it quits. I had to finish
that book I was reading, "The
President's Plane is Missing", which was alright but not as good as "7 Days in
May". I love you with everything I
have.
p.s. I ran out of popcorn tonight.
Cu-Chi, Saturday, May 31,
10:00 pm:
You're getting to be so good
at making tapes, I
just can't believe it. You are developing that Jacobsmeyer gift of
gab that gallops in our family. I
really enjoyed the tape and I hope to get more soon if you
get the chance.
It's sprinkling
at the moment and it started
halfway through the flick,
"The Impossible Years", with David Niven. Needless
to say, I got wet but the movie
was worth it; really a good laugh-in.
I missed "Barbarella" last night but I plan to see it later.
Today was
payday as you
know and a real mad house around
here. To get paid we had to get our
shot record up to date, which meant
getting a cholera and plague shot, and getting my weapon serial number
checked at the
supply room. I finally
got paid about 3:00pm this afternoon
and rushed down to get some money orders for you. I even took today's tips and sent to you so
you can believe it's every cent I had.
If you NEED more let me
know, otherwise I'll spend the rest of my money here on
junk.
I got a thank
you card from Larry and Barbara for sending a wedding
card, so I guess they didn't
get the china yet.
Speaking of china,
the catalogs haven't come yet so I can't send you one as yet.
I also got a letter from Fay
and Norm in Utah that was very interesting. It seems that Vic lost another VW when he got sandwiched
between two other cars in the
canyon. So he now
drives a Falcon
to school. Noray
was chosen cheerleader of her
class and is really good on the
uneven parallel bars and balance beam.
I'm getting
anxious to come
home dear, it seems so close to reality now. I'm sure sorry
to hear that the girls
are causing you
to be nervous. I hope I can
sooth your nerves (?) when I get home.
It must be rough to watch them both all day long.
Well, I
love you dear and I hope the money will get you by
till next month. Oh, I just
remembered that I
was going to send you a run down
of my expenses and earnings so far, by month.
So starting on the next page you'll
find a quick run down of my wild
spending habits.
March 15-31 Tips = $l80.25
Salary =
$52l.04
Total = $70l.29
April l-30 Tips = $347.25
Salary =
$52l.04
Total = $868.29
May 1-31 Tips = $337.95
Salary
= $52l.04
Total = $858.99
March 1-May 31 Total =$2428.57
I don't know how
much tithing you've
paid but my salary for January and February would be another $800
on to this figure.
I love you dear, just remember that because no
one can take that from you.
Cu-Chi, Monday, June 2,
l0:30 pm:
It's evening, late evening and the
evening has been cleaned and cooled by a gentle
rain which has now moved on and left only little puddles to carry on
its memory. The night
is quiet except for the chirping of lonesome crickets calling into the
night for someone to love. It's
peaceful here this evening,
a seemingly strange
thing for a war zone. The peace
of the
weary and tired,
the lost and lonely, the wounded lying
in the hard hospital beds thinking of home and past glories. The
peaceful stillness is so loud it's almost more than you can
stand. It's as if the world was waiting for
some terrible thing to happen,
afraid to utter a sound for fear of being caught, hoping
silently that whatever it is that has caused the fear will pass by and
not notice the
silent giant hunched in the shadows.
It's a beautiful evening, late
evening, so cool and
still, it brings a feeling of
serenity and calm to the soul; it makes the worries of the day somehow
vanish as if the day was always past and morning would only spoil the
reality of everything. It's nice in
Vietnam in the late evening, a time to reflect and write my thoughts to
the one I love that is so far away.
I just returned from the
flick at MID which starred Dick Van Dyke in "Fitzwilly". A real good film about some good guy crooks. We went over to the MP's lounge where
they had a live show with two
girls that only knew how to belly dance the bump & grind. It got old in a hurry so we left
and went to the movie, besides, it was so hot and sticky in there
it was worse than a sauna.
I thank you for the tape and
garments and I now have enough garments to last me since
I can't wear them while I cut hair - they'd be like a pincushion against my skin.
I'll save them till I get sent to the field or home.
I hope you had
a fun time at Disneyland but I imagine it just wasn't the same being
alone. I'll make it up
to you when I get home. It's late
and I love you so
I'll close while my thoughts are
sweet.
p.s. Sorry about page one but I
just wanted to write something
soft if I still could.
Cu-Chi, Wednesday, June 4,
8:45 pm:
I must be sending
too much money home because your
letters are getting shorter every day.
I guess you
are pretty busy with the kids
and all, but I would like to hear more from you if you can find time,
either that or
some more tapes.
I was really tired today due to the fact that I stayed up late last
night and didn't sleep well. I
was awakened by 8"
artillery landing near here and I got up to see what it was all about
around 3:30 this morning.
I was going to bed
early tonight but
"Mission Impossible"
comes on at 9:00pm and that's a must, so I'll suffer
tomorrow. And tomorrow night "The
Swimmer" with Burt Lancaster
is on at the flick so I have to
go to that too.
It was so hot today in the
shop that I got dizzy but then I went
and played that new
tape you sent me and although it was still hot I was more
relaxed, in fact
I almost fell asleep
cutting hair. I started
to write a letter about 5:00pm but I couldn't keep my eyes
open long enough to
get past the date so I went in and laid down on my bed to await the next
customer and when I awoke it was after 6:00pm and I was supposed
to be closed, so I finally got up and went for my mail.
And that
wraps up another
day here in
war torn Vietnam. I hope
you don't fall asleep reading it and tune in tomorrow for another
episode.
Cu-Chi, Thursday, June 5,
7:00 pm:
Here I sit in my barber
chair thinking of you
again. Tonight is my
night to be open for an hour so
I'll write you while the time flies.
It’s raining outside (off
& on) and it's nice and cool
and damp. It feels like
a German summer evening shower. But here in Vietnam it's welcome moisture
to the farmers who are late getting their rice planted due to the
lack of rain. It really poured last
night just as I went
to bed and it
was blowing from my unprotected
side and splashing on me so I finally had to pull the sheet over my
head and go to sleep.
It was cool all day today and sort of slow but I
made as much money today as I did
yesterday when I
worked my tail off.
So I guess I'll just take the breaks as they come.
I
just noticed that my roof leaks a
little, too bad, I've only got 91 days left so I'm not
about to fix it.
I'm sending
you a picture of the tape recorder I plan to buy plus some prices of
others in case anyone else wants one. The
recorders sell for about twice
as much retail in the USA.
I hope you've
remembered that when the
family moves out of
our house that we have to pay the last months rent. So set aside $l78
between now and then. I hope
that 5.5% raise comes
through at the firehouse. That will be $92 /mo more than I earned when I got activated,
not bad! We can
use the extra to pay the increased payment on our
new house in a couple of years. Either
that or we'll take an extended vacation
to Europe and Russia in a year or two.
I hope you buy yourself some more clothes before I get home because
money might get scarce for a
while after I come
home. We've been
living pretty fancy free the
past few months. I love you dear, more
than anything. In fact
I'm even doing exercises late
at night so you won't be ashamed
of me. See ya in 92 days (I hope!).
Cu-Chi, Friday, June 6, 3:45
pm:
It's a
cool rainy, drizzly day and not too busy so I thought I'd write you a
letter. I hope you don't mind.
I received
your letter that had the backrub, neck rub, and etc. rub last night so I
put them to good use with the help of my new vibrator. It felt
5000 good. I
can just imagine how
much better it would have been if
personally delivered.
I hope the weather gets
better tonight because
I'm going to try
and call you on MARS. If not tonight then tomorrow night. I just want to hear your
wonderful voice again.
Laugh-in is
on TV next door. The same one I
tried to stay awake to watch Tuesday night.
I just found some more
pictures lying around so I'll send
them to you, and I'm down to one roll of film if you
happen to stop at
the Kodak booth.
And when you do, where's the
bikini picture? I can't wait to see you
in it.
10:00pm:
Hi again. Just finished
my shower and exercises so I'm
all ready to jump into
dreamland with you. I am
waiting for MARS to call me back with your call so I guess I'd better think
of something to tell you before then.
Everyone
around us got hit pretty good last night so think we might get it tonight
sometime.
Pix called about 6 o'clock to gossip. He says to tell you that "he still
loves you and that his love
life is suffering due
to various reasons
- mainly opportunity." He's going to Australia the end of this
month and he and I are
going to Singapore
about the 20th of August. He's still trying to get his early out but doesn't know yet.
He said that his unit might move
here to Cu-chi soon so I hope so.
Well honey, my brain can't
focus on anything more for now
except I wish
I were there to give you a
relaxer. (backrub!) Ha, Ha!
Cu-Chi, Saturday, June 7,
l0:00 pm:
Another Saturday
night without you. It's
becoming almost a regular
thing around here. But when you think about only 13 more
Saturdays alone, it isn't so bad.
I sure enjoyed talking to you this
morning. I could even
understand everything you said, just like downtown. I thought you said that the Bronzeware
had arrived - if so it's a new record
for boats. I mailed it on the
26th of May and the boat takes 17 days one way, oh well! I hope you
liked it. I
can't wait to get your letter telling me about it. I think I'll check on the crystal goblets
when I go to Singapore with Pix.
I'll send you a china catalog as soon as they come so you can pick out
another set.
I borrowed a Polaroid camera
today and took a few shots of me
since most of
my pictures are of the landscape around here. I'll send you a couple now
and then if
you don't mind.
I gather
from the picture of Jonette in the dresser that that is the green you
painted it. Not bad!
The action has
picked up around here, at least in the 25th's
area. We killed over 600 gooks in the past two nights at a fire support
base up near Tay Ninh city.
You wouldn't believe the
size of the cockroach that just
attacked me. It was
at least 2-3"
long and was hopping and flying
around this little room trying to get
my naked body. I almost panicked but my "Black
Flag" roach killer finally triumphed after about 50 squirts.
Wow, I can't stand this place.
I was
writing in the dark to avoid any more attacks and I
couldn't see the lines.
Cu-Chi, Sunday, June 8,
ll:00 pm:
I can't stand it! Last
night I was
attacked by a giant cockroach (which someone says is really a
locust) and tonight also. I killed the
one earlier this evening as I
was working on my
hootch and put him in a box
inside my carryall bag which I zipped up too.
And then I could hear him
kicking, trying to get out but I hope
he doesn't. And then as I just returned
from a shower and was cooling off with a
sexy magazine and
rolled over to write you this
letter, another one was sitting on and eating a hole in the pillow
I had my arm around. Scared the pest out of me! But the roach
killer slowed him down considerably. His corpse is still sitting in the corner where he died.
Today was Sunday
and I went to church this afternoon as usual and when I came home I went
to the pool with the guys from the
9th Chem. It was a different world there. Music from
stereo speakers floating over the grassy, park
like area around the sparkling pool. I almost forgot where I was for a while
until we had to leave.
I had to come back here anyway and get to work on
my new side entrance to my
hootch. It's right across from the
bunker so it saves a lot of
time in getting
there. (I hope!) I
had help from a couple of guys
with a skill saw but
I had to re-do most of their work to
get it right. It's better now
anyway and I can isolate my
bedroom from the barbershop so I can escape once in a while.
Things haven't really been
too busy lately so it's not hard at
all - in fact I'm halfway through "The Fall of
Japan" just to keep my mind busy.
I love you dear and I'll
sure be glad when
I can escape from this crummy place and come home to
you. I sure hope we don't have any cockroaches
at our house -
I'll sell!
Cu-Chi, Monday, June 9, 9:00
pm:
I love it! You look
fantastic in it! I love your new suit
and can't wait to be with you on the beaches
of old sunny Calif.
I did notice the absence of a glorious suntan so I'll make you a deal,
either a good brown tan or flat tummy
before I get
home in three
months. OK? If you really wanted to bad enough, I
bet you could do both. I don't
think I will care either way I'll be so happy to be
home, but it would make you stop feeling
guilty, having a flabby
tummy at age
23 - your PRIME years. Those who endure to the end will be saved!
I'm laying here on my bed
keeping an eye cocked for anymore
of those man-eating
roaches that attacked me last night in here. They're SO BIG and SO UGLY that they make a brave
man scared. I was going to send
you one but it might scare you and the kids, so next time I
get attacked I'll take a picture of one of them.
No shower water so I'm
waiting patiently as the time goes by, just laying here listening to FM music
and writing my love.
I sure like my new door I put in, except for
one thing
- everyone else uses it too.
But it does give me
more freedom because I can
lock my shop
on the outside to discourage
people and still enjoy my bedroom.
I don't see how Dale and
Gloria are going to make it on
Dale's salary but
I wish them the best. And I
resent that remark, "I'm glad you didn't MAKE me work". You know very
well I never wanted you to work at all because it took away my role as provider
for the family. Of course, it was
nice when you were working. You were always in top shape for the guys?
at the office (i.e. no tummy).
But right now I'd settle for
you any way, shape, or form
because I miss you so. You know how
much I love you so I'll close by saying it once more. I love you more than
fleas love dogs, Jews love bagels,
Mormons love seagulls, babies love messes.
Cu-Chi, Tuesday, June l0,
10:00 pm:
I'm glad you like the
bronzeware. There are
eleven different knives, forks
and spoons for each place setting so figure out what they're for. I ordered some catalogs so you
can pick out the next set of china yourself. It's just because I love you.
I'm laying here
listening to Laugh-in on my FM radio
oops, it's the Bob Hope special tonight. Oh well, I don't have to- stay awake
now. I got back a bunch of pictures from the
PX so I'll send you a few
at a time, like you send me. They are mostly of my trip to Saigon and the
"Sniff".
Things are real quiet here
at Cu-chi but Pix called today and said that
they're getting rocketed every night now and they've lost three men in
the last - week. He
said he might be going to Japan this month besides Australia.
I'm getting my
bedroom fixed up pretty good now
and I'm going to paint my hootch and shop
soon so it'll
look good too.
Excitement, I
got a haircut tonight. It rained this evening, hard. The movie was lousy so we
left and came back
to the TV. There was shower
water at 8:30 pm. We had some popcorn
tonight. I did my exercises
and they're getting easier.
I think you
take divine pictures of my
babies. I think your new bikini is very
becoming and shows off what you have beautifully. (No comment!) I pray every night for your safety.
I don't know
if I told you that Pierce College turned Pix
down on his request to re-enter school, so he can't get an early out
after all.
I
filled in most of the cracks in my bedroom so the roaches have a little harder
time getting in now.
I love you dear,
very much and I hope that you'll forgive me for
starting all my sentences
with I, but
I can't write about things
that I don't do because I don't know about them anyway.